WOW I cant believe its actually been a year. A year ago today I was told the worst thing I think I will ever be told..
I cant even begin to explain what this past year has been like for me. Imagine being a teenager, going through high school and just dealing with every day life. Now imagine dealing with all that and having cancer on top of it. There were some days when I thought it would be easier to just give up.. then I thought about all the people that have it so much more worse off than me. I mean I feel so blessed just to be alive. So to be complaining about living with cancer just doesn’t seem right. I’d rather go through this than not be here at all. I guess I was just blessed. I’m dealing with something that probably a lot of you wont even ever come across in your life let alone come across it now. SO these are my words for you all….
*DON’T EVER TAKE A SINGLE THING THAT GOD HAS BLESSED YOU WITH GOR GRANTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*REALIZE HOW PRECIOUS LIFE IS !!!!!!!!!!!
*REMEMBER THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WORSE OFF THAN YOU!!
*COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS!
*KNOW THAT WHO YOU ARE IS GOOD ENOUGH AND ALL THAT MATTERS!
*DON’T COMPLAIN ABOUT THE LITTLE STUFF!!
*BE OPEN TO OTHERS AND PUT YOURSELF IN THEIR SHOES!!
*SIT BACK AND THINK ABOUT WHAT REALLY MATTERS!!
*BELIEVE IN THE ONE THAT BELIEVES IN YOU!
I know for a fact that I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for some wonderful people in my life. First and foremost. GOD! I thank him everyday for giving me my many blessings and for continuously watching over. My family is also a huge part of me. They are the ones that I know I can turn to no matter what. They love me unconditionally and I treasure my time with them. As for my friends I don’t even know where to begin. I love you guys so much that I cant even put it into words. You guys have been there with me through it all and from the beginning. I want to thank you for sticking with me and let you know that that means the world to me. You guys are always there whenever I need someone to talk to or even just a shoulder to cry on. I thank God every day for blessing me with friends like you and know that because of you all I am who I am today. You guys show me so much love it’s amazing. I want you to know that no matter what I will always be here for every single one of you. Through thick and thin. That’s what friends are for! :- ) :- ) :- )
pics from the night...
o yes we went to LUNA'S...
sammi(sissy).........kylie.............kim
haha yes i kno..we b a lil goofy
totally forgot what they were tryn to do
amanda lauren n jordan
ky n i shared a napkin..hehe
my ky loves this one
how cute does kim look?!?!?!.....................................^^^^
hehe
K.A.K.A....where to begin?
too many to name off..
i love this one...i heart you babe <3
miss CHELSEA havent seen her n like forever..good seeing you!
i would be lost w/o these 3
ok so after dinner we went by kims house so she could get her stuff to stay the night...n then we decided to try n scare her when she came back out...umm didnt really work tho 
but hey we tried.
umm can you say STALKERS!!!
HAHA
does somebody want to play "leap frog"???
back n my room
silly girls!!!!
SMILE KYLIE!
BEST PICTURE OF THE NIGHT! WE COULDNT STOP LAUGHING.....LOOK AT KIM!
n then we went swimming!
hottttt ky
as you can tell we eventually got tired
n then we were off again....to church of course 
so serious
poddy break!
you girls seriously made tht day the best
2nd best!
we had to go back for soda!
n back to the elevator
n tht was tht...
the one good thing that has happen from all this is that I have become so much more closer to my friends and family and I wouldn't have it any other way. God has given me so much strength and I know that with him by my side everything will be just fine. I have grown so much stronger and have learned so many lessons. Like about life in general that I know i will carry with me forever..once again I wouldnt have it any other way. :- )
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this is one is for you Marisa...
it was soooo good to talk to you the other night..i needed that
as for Catalina..this one is for you
i miss you so much :- (
bestest cuzs for life!..no matter what 
i miss you sis...glad you are havin fun
i <3 u 
Always remember to BELIEVE
<3
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<3
LOVE
AleX
seeing it's summer n all. But it's all good. I am SOOOO happy tht my dad is home. He had to go into the hospital on monday and they weren't sure how long he was going to have to stay. Fortunately he got to come home thursday. They are running test right now so they will know for sure what he has. So if you would all keep him in your prayers i would really appreciate it. I love you dad. Yur the best.
